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AIYA!! no mood to care for any poems le!!! die die die!!
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hihi everyone! no mood to write any poems anymore.. too much adrenaline!!! >.<.. turning pt of our life, when dy/dx=0.. 2.30pm, our o lvl results are coming back.. worried, excited, nervous.. all at the same time.. now i really begin to wonder again.. did i do anything wrong for the papers? Did i screw up anything? Did i do my papers properly? Were the answers i tot were right, wrong? a day of very mixed feelings la.. aiyo!!

At least ytd i did try n enjoy my last "resultless" day in nyjc.. ^^.. we booed and jeered at the phy n chem teachers.. both v ass one.. kaos.. ahahah.. ytd they got their retribution sia! ytd they all do the slides all got mistakes.. especially the phy one.. den she say, "aiya, i noe you all are the new improved version ok?" den that was the onli thing she said right for the month i am in ny! HAHAHA.. =P.. i agree wid u for tt phrase woman..

den v sian 1/2 la.. my pw grp got 5 ppl.. oni 2 came including me.. so how bad could tt get? 1 withdraw, 1 nose bleed, 1 muscle ache.. so left me n jeremy together nia sia.. haiyo.. but hor.. we did a marvellous presentation!! ^^.. earned us no comments abt our presentation skills n slides and a "good work" by our civics tutor!! yay! ahaha.. ^^.. nt bad for a two person grp who went first sia.. ahaha..

den in the end at nite.. play o2jam, met new frens there!! so shuang.. ^^.. hehe.. den lata we added each othas on msn.. hope to tok to them soon sia.. ahahah.. but late at nite i stayed online to tok fer damn long wid CT and OG mass chat.. gosh.. damn scary.. so mani ppl.. den ppl leave n join leave n join.. v laggy.. sia la.. ahahah.. both windows summore.. 1gig ram aso cannot support la.. kaos..

den in the end, i finished dloading Bleach 67.. den went to watch.. found it rather interesting.. ^^.. ahahha.. ya.. as funny as ever.. yap.. den tried to slp close to 12am.. but still tossed n turn for quite some time cause worried abt results.. den managed to rest at last..

AIYA.. hope my parents dun come today!! cause i wanna face it myself.. i worked so hard.. so painful.. so stressfully.. and today tt result would come back.. i really really hope it is gd sia.. =((.. if nt i work so hard aso for nothing man.. i pia like siao man.. wah lau.. hais.. hopefully if it is bad i wun be v emo.. HAHAHA.. den jason ogl got new emo partner sia.. =P..

^^ wadeva the case.. i knew i gave it my all.. if i didn't do well or fall behind.. well.. fate den? ahaha.. anyway i just need l1r5 of 15 to return back to nyjc.. yap.. hopefully it turns out below 13 of course.. if not i work so hard for wad!? prelims did better.. kaos.. ahahha.. hmmm.. best is single point.. but dunno if can get sia.. LOL.. mayb after deduction..LOL.. hmmm.. dono la!

anyway soon gotta go chop hair.. den go skool ling si.. 2.30!! WAH LAU.. so close!!! >.<.. i better o2jam more.. bb ppl! take care!!

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okay people.. i am back.. after everything.. i cannot believe wad i got sia.. ahahha.. hmmm.. seems so impossible i get sumthing likkdat.. o.O.. but still nt realli tt happi or sad.. mayb a neutral feeling.. ya..

i only enjoyed meeting up with frens today.. and toking to them.. enjoying being nervous together.. laughing.. playing.. shouting.. toking.. it was a nice experience to be back in 4 i again.. ^^.. miss u guys.. hmmm.. long time since we likkdat.. anyway.. it was fun to cheer wid u guys again.. =D..

den in the end, we got damn nervous and all suddenly become v "high"! ahaha all suddenli spout a lot of rubbish and tok trash.. but we reviewed the slides den found out mani ppl did not do well in national standard lor.. cham-ded sia.. hmmm..den all of us scared liao.. but guo lao shi came to congratulate me on my a1 in chinese.. i retook.. and i guess.. if i relax.. everything falls into place.. yar.. ahaha.. hmmm.. lucky i retake..

den in the end we slowly got back our results.. at first v slow.. den suddenli wen come nearer everythign sped up!! in the end no one could wait n sit any longer wen it reached to the boys.. so we all all line up! LOL.. so enthu rite? den i saw zijie take back his results.. den i peered to look at my sheet.. it went down A A A A B B A A.. den i was like.. oh shit oh shit.. is it all twos? ..den i nervously took it.. den ms neo said, "even mr mok was shocked, you got an a1!" LOL.. i was shocked too dun say him.. kaos!! ahahha..

den lata i got my results.. i rushed back to my bag and took out my calculator.. den fumbled to press in the numbers.. hmmm impossible.. i opened my mouth in disbelief.. 8?? WTF 8?!?! HUHHHH SINCE WHEN?! DID I EVER EVER GET SUCH A SCORE?!! 8?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!.. i never scored below 20.. until prelims and it was a 13, i was already so bloody happi.. 8!?.. but i was so shocked till i felt nth.. hmmm.. but in the end.. surroundings everyone wid mixed feelings.. so shockin.. den i felt sad too.. i realise tt mayb ppl will go ask me go otha jc.. 4 points is too gd for nyjc..

hais.. i realli v fan now.. dunno where to go? but i realli wan a direct path.. jus a path.. gosh.. i realli dunno wad to do.. nvm la.. tml den tink? yap.. i go chat now le la/
take care ppl

LiN2o13

LiN2 4:14 PM